Kawaii
04 November 2009 @ 10:24 pm
I was a sweet lolita Harajuku girl for Halloween, and roomiekins Sarah was a flapper.

Recentish outfit picture:

My tights are bunched up because they're too big/don't fit, I'm upset about this. Still wear them though.

"Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come… The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don’t want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.”
 
 
 
Current Music: a weather - pinky toe
 
 
Kawaii
12 September 2009 @ 11:25 pm
I planned on making a post about Boston, and then after the threshold of acceptability for that passed I planned on compiling a summation of my New York City favorites...and slowly, but certainly, the dignity of that post has released its last breath of possibility, and now I don't really have anything to post at the moment. I don't think I ever really adhered to dignity in this journal though, so maybe I'll just post the Cape Cod pictures anyway. Is that really shameless? My one last desperate attempt to add some splashes of cyan and dynamic movement to this glamorized display of my biannual activities? Okay okay I'll do it. Here's a bit of Boston, and some from Provincetown, Cape Cod!:



Newbury St. in Boston






An out of place picture - this is from my trip to Yale in New Haven.
 


This is what I aallways see when I look at Jonathan.


I'm pretty sure these were dorms (maybe prof housing?) at MIT - either way, how perfectly angular??


we biked through the sand dunes in Provincetown to the beach - soo beautiful.




 
 
Kawaii
23 July 2009 @ 09:09 am
Okay so I've been getting really excited about Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland, and today I saw that Mia Wasikowska will play Alice. I can see how she fits the part and Tim Burton's vision, but I secretly have been daydreaming about Siri Tollerod as the perfect Alice for some time now! She's a model, not actress, so its not like my vision had a fighting chance or anything, but tell me reader: do you see it?!?



Look its the cheshire cat! Kind of?









 




The versatility! Okay, well its shamefully obvious that this post has just disintegrated into a girlcrush homage, but look how well she aready plays with cats!
 
 
Kawaii
22 July 2009 @ 07:02 pm
There's not too terribly justifiable a reason as to why I shouldn't be able to maintain an online journal, what with me not being on the guest list for all the Hamptons soirees and cocktail exclusives that all the editors and stylists and buyers I see daily bleed to death for every night, and since I seem to refuse to delete this account, I'm going to capitulate and try to reignite this thing.

This week at Malandrino has been slower than usual, since my boss is out on vacation and the collection was in Milan, until its return just yesterday. Since then I've been occupied with Resort-related activities, but I did have time to dine alone at the Bay Leaf Indian Brasserie today, in a feat of chutzpah that I probably should have gathered some more sangfroid for to not feel as self-conscious and partner-less as I did, surrounded  by 2+ tables at this establishment that, I can now say, exceeded my means. I also received an email from Miro, which made me giddy and filled with ladylove. I recently realized that I won't actually get to see her until we meet up in Paris spring semester, which from now seems like a long time. I thought of her the other day on walking into Loehmann's, which I'm sad I didn't get to earlier - I like the shoe selection way better than Daffy's or even Gabay's (mostly because they seem a beacon for the size 7's) - and the prices have inspired me to refuse settling for any shoe that costs more than two digits.

Oh! I've switched my gym routine - with the exception of today (I'm going together with Matthew once he gets back from work), I now go to the Park Ave gym by my work before work, rather than going after work. I don't know why I didn't start doing this earlier, it makes so much sense since I wake up around 7am without too much prodding anyway. I'm off to drink a bit of water and change, then read some.
 
 
Kawaii
29 June 2009 @ 10:29 pm



The above pictures are from my trip to the Netherlands in May, where I played with Paulina, and fell in love again with my sassy mama (the real one, not a reference to Pina)! :)


I've been living in NYC for the past month and a bit (doing so for the summer). I feel like a bad online journaler for not having posted in so long, and for not even writing about Amsterdam, which I visited before I came to New York. But I had to make a quick post today to mention my amazing off-work break day: I went to the Rubin Museum in Chelsea today, which features Himalayan art and other Buddhist and Hindu and Tibetan art and culture - it was amazing! I was by myself and brought a kiwi in my pocket to last me until lunch, which was so worth it because I just spent hours going through the four floors. I'm so taken with eastern/tibetan art, and the tapestries and sculptures - especially the bronze Nepalese sculptures - were beautiful. The museum also had great commentary and variety in the collection. Taking everyone who visits there with me! They also have a cute indian cafe, the food was mediocre - no match for Tamarind, the cute and delicious indian restaurant a few blocks away from my apartment - but hey, mediocre indian food is still pretty tasty. After the museum I did some designer consignment/thrift and vintage shopping in Greenwich Village, then made a pivotal move in my day by going to Serendipity 3. Its a well-known, kitchsy cute dessert place in UES that is perpetually wayyy overcrowded. Being alone got me a table in 5 minutes though, definitely a place to go alone if you don't want to wait. The sundaes are huuuuge though and will make you never want to see a sundae ever again, and that's after hoisting a white flag half-way to the bottom of the plate :/ :0

My day ended with a wonderful run by the hudson river and a refreshing shower. :)

 
 
Kawaii
09 May 2009 @ 06:46 pm
So I've nearly weened myself completely off of Amazon for ordering books, and have been ordering all my books through www.betterworldbooks.com. If you haven't heard of it yet, this site is amazing. All of your purchases contribute funds towards worldwide literacy initiatives, and every order is shipped carbon neutral with offsets carbonfund.org. Also - shipping within the US is free. Makes me feel sooo much better about my weekly orders when I'm not courting the lion's den of market-share hoarding amazon. Got to admit though, still using Amazon's reviews and list functions!

Anyway, finals are done this friday! I'm so excited about this summer, studying for my accounting final is getting to be really too much to ask. Things coming up in my life:
  1. I am going to Amsterdam with my mom right after finals! Holy jesus martinez, this was so unexpected so I am triply grateful for it.
  2. Paulina will be mine! (she is studying abroad in the Netherlands at the moment.) I haven't swathed her babysoft cherub cheeks in the nimbus of my fervid lovin' since 2006.
  3. I am going to be living/interning in NYC this summer at Catherine Malandrino.
    • The other company I was considering couldn't give me a reply until April, and I had told CM I would reply in March, so I picked the latter and am really excited about it. Most everyone in the company speaks french, so I'll get a lot of speaking practice. Plus my supervisor, who I talked with at the interview way back, is so sweet and amazing I can tell already.
    • Also, so is Matt! Well he's interning at a consulting firm, not so much Malandrino.
  4. Sarah and I just leased Sabinal, as it turns out I have a place to live next year.
  5. Matt and I are taking a class together next Fall. He's dauntingly intelligent --> I have the best possible built-in study buddy = A for sure in the class! Use'm or lose'm.
  6. I am surrounded with some really wonderful ladies. (And men but that goes without saying) I just have a few really close lady friends that I've made at uni. but they're some of the most valuable ones I've come across. Which I suppose is in part a function of growing and developing more mature friendships as I get older. I share common interests with them but they also come from very different backgrounds, it's so refreshing to be around them.
  7. I'm loving Austin more and more and more. The weather, the running trails, the amazingly whimsical residential neighborhoods (walking through soco!)

Side note: I just finished Donna Tartt's The Secret History - it would make a great page-turning summer read, so if you haven't read it, go! Also read, upon Mark's recommendation and his lending me the title in question, In the Lake of the Woods last weekend - another pretty good, ensnaring read. Tell me if you've been reading anything worth passing along lately!
 
 
Current Music: xyz affair - sock you in the face with love
 
 
Kawaii
29 March 2009 @ 08:41 pm

 
I read an interesting research article earlier today that focused on the questions: Do men and women differ in their fulfillment of the roles as fashion designer? And if women can be assumed to have more of an intuition into the social shifts and influences on their gender, why have men historically dominated the industry?

The author began by discussing the different approaches to carrying out the role of designer, from the approach of the craftsman (Coco, Bill Blass) to the avant-guardist (Hussein Chalayan, Elsa Schiaparelli). Here's a few highlights, y'all:

In talking about postmodern designers, the article talks about Rei Kawakubo (of Comme des Garcons) whose "Machines for making her clothes were deliberately manipulated so that what they produced was flawed."
"Her designs were viewed as social statements, as oblique references to the clothes of homeless women and as veiled attacks on the decadence of Western fashion. The simulation of poverty in luxury fashion design represents a commentary on the opulence of fashion at this level, exemplified by the use of expensive materials, embroidery that requires hundreds of hours of labor for a single garment, and the reappearance of trains with evening dresses. Perhaps more relevant to the experiences of many women in the late twentieth century were Kawakubo's experiments with subverting social conventions concerning the way gender is expressed in clothing. For example, her designs do not conform to norms concerning the expression and enhancement of female sexuality in the tradition of haute couture; her clothes conceal rather than enhance female sexual attributes. "

Demeulemeester (androgyny fame): "I try always to design a woman who is at the same time masculine and feminine. . . . A person who would be too masculine or too feminine would be less appealing to me: a style which favors only coquettish and very feminine women seems void to me."
and Vivienne Westwood (punk/diy) are also mentioned.

Anyway all that information above is masturbatory, here were the interesting remarks that addressed the questions:
  • "Male designers who are innovators are more likely to be insiders while women designers who are innovators are often outsiders. "
  • "Male designers as innovators are likely to innovate on the basis of previous styles or using motifs from the arts."
    • (example being Poiret's ushering in of the shoulders to replace the corset, which was said to have been influenced by the reform dress of Scandinavian and German feminists, and then his later artistic and exotic cultural references)
  • "Major female innovators are likely to create new styles that correspond to changes in women's roles. "
    • The first example of this that comes to my mind is Chanel, whose assembly line modernism wove right into the relevance of post-war social changes for feems
    • If we broadened this idea more to a response to social changes in the roles of women AND the relevance of clothing (rather than looking to the past), Stella McCartney's environmental considerations come to mind, ya?
  • "Women designers have frequently been outsiders in the fashion industry, either because they lacked formal training or because they were unable to obtain financial support to develop their ideas. The globalization of fashion markets, in which very large fashion organizations have an advantage, serves to exclude women designers even further. The dominance of men in fashion design is a result of organizational constraints and highly competitive market conditions."
If this interests you, what are your thoughts?
 
 
Kawaii
07 January 2009 @ 12:28 pm
:))!  
 


Last week or more ago I went to Montrose and played with Devon! She lives in a historical house (I guess who doesn't in Montrose?) and I was inappropriately ogling it the whole time as I lauded her crown molding and bold choice of primary wall colors. We went to Barnaby's cafe and then strolled around the Menil Collection (it was closed), went to the Rothko Chapel. I love being around Devon, she's so positive and she's assertive, and we're both independent-minded and like to have feminist nights out with Miro, who I possibly possibly may see if I go to Austin this week! Devon and I were intending do go, along with Sarah and some, to Austin for New Years, but that did not pan out as illustriously as I thought it would, so New Years was low-key in Kingwood.


 
Matt got a blow up raft for Christmas, so we went out onto the lake and spent a beautiful day fishing and reading last week! I finallly got around to reading Fahrenheit 451, and I've finished 3 or 4 other books in the last week or so. My only lament is that I have not done religious French studying over the break as I planned.
 
I'm waiting now for The Bonfire of Vanities in the mail, as well as a few other books, for my New York trip. I started reading Joan Didion's The Year of Magical Thinking, but then recoiled as I realized I didn't feel like reading that type of an emotional book at the moment and would rather save it for when I'm going through a loss in my life or feeling especially somber, though now I'd sort of like to continue. I'm finishing up The End of Fashion right now, a book that talks about the development of marketing in fashion and how it has shaped the histories of designers like Emanuel Ungaro. Recommended highly to anyone who is interested in the fashion industry and doesn't have that in depth background yet!


Life is too short to 1) waste time on negativitiy and 2) invest yourself in something you're not wholeheartedly passionate about!

 
 
Kawaii
22 December 2008 @ 11:32 am

Before we left the amazing city of Austin, we bought a caramel apple from Whole Foods (ah, the NLamar one is the stuff of dreams/my second home) and went to 37th streets to see the famous light set-up pregnant with political and pop culture references...:




Almost done with our gingerbread house! Making one of these was especially exciting for me, since I plan on living in a sugar-embalmed structure made of candy one day (ur <3), and this is the first prototype I've ever made.

I finished the Art of Possibility last night... sometimes it takes me longer to read because I take notes and write about books as I read them. The book was written by the conductor of the Boston Philharmonic Orchestra and his wife, and every chapter is delivered with stories and anecdotes (I love stories!), which make it a pretty swimming read.

It really is amazing to imagine how our mind and psyche work to create a universe of survival-based reasoning, and how our circumstances are largely a product of our thought and interpretation. I'm a rational person, so I'm often striving to locate objectivity in situations, but if you think about it it's kind of relieving to know that that will never be possible. If there was an absolute truth then it just isn't accessible to the mind, with its "ongoing inventive power of perception." 

"Our minds are also designed to string events into story lines, whether or not there is any connection between the parts... we produce reasons for our actions that are rational, plausible, and guided by the logic of cause and effect... whether or not these 'reasons' accurately portray reality."

It's a refreshing and at the same time disconcerting thought that all our relationships and our opinions are based on storylines that we have fabricated and then used as a framework by which to interpret everything pertaining to those circumstances as evidence validating our perception. Not a new idea, but I still like reading about it in a new sequence of words and letters strung together every time.

Things to look forward to this week:
  • playtime with Devon (she lives in Montrose!)
  • Handel's Messiah
  • Finishing the Gingerbread house
  • Christmas!!!
  • sending out more emails and the excitement of possible responses :))
 
 
Kawaii
18 December 2008 @ 01:50 pm
 


 
 
Kawaii
11 December 2008 @ 07:03 pm
Today was the last day of my internship. Jeremy and Liz gave me the nicest surprise, and I'm bummed that Celeste just started working here in December right as I'm leaving. Celeste graduated two years ago and this is her first job, leaving her internship at Texas Monthly magazine, and she's sooo cool. Hearing about all her internships and the neat stuff she got to do on her internship abroad is so motivating. We were talking about cats today (no relation)...and speaking of, I might be getting a cat for the apartment next semester!

I had a fitting today for the fashion show that I'm modeling in tomorrow, and I got stranded on 6th street afterwards! Not the most terrible thing, I just walked to Whole foods and Anthro. This show will be a fun one, it's going to be a music show/fashion show collaboration (we model after the bands), and the theme is grunge. Tomorrow after I get hair and make-up done I have a weirdly large gap of time before the show, so I'm going to try and finagle my way over to the free austin handbell ensemble concert with Miro. We're one of the only people who don't have finals, which is good because I adore her, but I am not getting to see Devon or Mark or Sarah etc at all this week because they're all studying! :(

Also! My travel plans changed. I'm not going to Colorado anymore, but Matt and I are going to New York in January. Peter we're going to go to all of those greasy food places you always tell me about! I'm really excited, I'm working really hard right now and I'm so inspired and optimistic about the break!

Just to add a final talking point, I got boots the other day. I was happy, it was for less than I was planning to spend...but then why am I still online boot shopping? It's fiendishly addictive, whyyyy.

Givenchy fall08 rtw puts it on me like nobody else.
 
 
Kawaii
21 October 2008 @ 10:19 pm
Items on the hypothetical agenda that nobody gave me the witless authority to write or the civil attention to read, as follows:
  1. update livejournal. gawd its so hard sometimes.
  2. do homework. " "
  • I finally broke free from the joint-cracking talons of my chiropractor, after 2 weeks of spartan, unsensual massages that were frequently accompanied by descriptive adjectives (launched at my person) ranging from spidermonkey - which i don't mind because it reminds me of tibor - to "long and lean"....when describing my neck. I also escaped from the daily copay that was sapping my subsistence. Hopefully my upper back and neck don't start hurting again, at this point it would be really embarrassing to go crawling back.
  • I was supposed to model for a boutique on SoCo, but then I had to cancel because I had a retreat on the weekend they booked the lookbook photographer and that's how I ended up without a paying job this month. boo.
  • My internship is going well, I really like the culture (read: Jeremy brought me whole foods the other day!)
  • I've been baking and cooking, and have a few lackluster pictures to show for it.
  • I'm happy and optimistic about the future!
  • I'll update more I promiseee
Raspberry Breakfast Bars
RECIPE )
 
 
Current Music: lenka
 
 
Kawaii
14 August 2008 @ 04:26 pm

Matt and I went to the Rainbow Lodge the other night for our anniversary. We spent the afternoon downtown at the Aquarium and walked around the Market Square historic district for a while, also
I made him a scrapbook (olol).

 
 
Kawaii
11 August 2008 @ 08:08 pm

Also, new swimsuit! -Agent Provocateur! (a bday present)
 
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Kawaii
30 July 2008 @ 09:18 am


 
1. Baked amazing chocolate chip walnut cookies, for which I will post the recipe tomorrow or something. (The last picture is of a different batch of dark chocolate chunk cookies i made a while back for some family friends). 2. Marinated chicken skewers with an Indian cilantro-mint recipe for the family grill dinner last weekend. 3. Used beets again to color the tabouli salad I made for amy and sara griffis, whom I both adore. we also made goat cheese quesadillas that night and watched a movie but talked during most of it sofly2fly. 4. Used another Indian marinade recipe for that batch of spicy grilled chicken.
 
 
Kawaii
05 July 2008 @ 08:38 pm

mama beat me into the kitchen with the wooden spoon again to make a salad for our munoz-dabis 4th of july hoopla extravaganza. she hates beets. too late I made a beet salad! success though, it was scrumptious.
 


Used the leftovers to make dinner sandwiches. my palette has evolved so much since paulina's papa sliced me some avocado in wheaton some two years ago and i decidedly disapproved of its inobstrusive subtle butter flavor. love dat shet now! The turkey is daintily floating atop a meekly receding bed of arugula whose wits are held together by the goat cheese it smothers.

I haven't had my grandma make palacsinta (hungarian crepes) in ages but I had to showcase my culture and sheezy to matt so we had a dessert fest! after which I felt sick to my stomach all day because my body's not used to sizeable portions of sugar'n'sweets, since i haven't seen paulina in forever n allll, y'all.





herbed spiced shrimp cooked in tin foil, cooked this puppymonkey while watching the swimming olympic trials! Jon luvs 2eat savage finger foods.

 
 
 
 
Kawaii
22 June 2008 @ 02:25 pm
Starter, whole wheat breaded goat cheese (favorite cheese evarrr) with pears, glazed walnuts, and greens.
entree, hazelnut-crusted grilled chicken breast (so tender juicyyy) with a raspberry vinaigrette, I forget the details.
 
 
Kawaii
13 June 2008 @ 09:19 am



Matthew and I made stuffed bell peppers for dinner the other night, they were delicious soso ngh good! lul he had wine and i had punch or something else really classy? And last night my grandma made us tebegrisz, my favorite hungarian dinner that I had every night growing up.

 I took my grandma (memama) to the eye doctor yesterday and it took us an hour and a half. I brought my book to read but as soon as I heard "i am not american" in a confused voice I had to head back and translate the whole time. She is seriously one of the happiest and kindest people I know though, what a baby I just love her. The nurse couldn't get enough of her, the doctor was a bit impatient and unintentionally condescending on the other hand. She seemed uncomfortable that we were speaking a language she couldn't understand in front of her. Which I understand, but I had to translate.
Ever since summer started I've been doing latin dance and bellydancing and I ran into one of my crazyassed instructors at the eye center too, tyte!

My birthday's on father's day this year! And it's the first time in several years that I'm spending it in the states with my friends! I'm celebrating it on saturday :)  and mark came back this week, what did I do without hiimmm.
Off to my fave place, woo!
 
 
Kawaii
04 June 2008 @ 11:37 am

Nutella cheesecake and apricot shortbread bars! (recipe under cut)


So I haven't posted in a while,  this just covers a few unrelated and perhaps chronologically incorrectly portrayed events. If my lj were a nasal cavity then this post would be a large globular yellow wad of snot plopped onto your friends page (its such a relief to finally get it out and revel in the rich healthy phlegmy hue)
splat )

 
 
 
Kawaii
17 March 2008 @ 08:26 pm